Cyber Monday 11.26.2012

I think Cyber Monday is so much better than Black Friday.  No crowds, just me and my computer.  I doubt that I will be making purchases today as I'm trying to get my debt under control but I tell ya, it's soooooo tempting that it will be hard, especially since my favorite store is having a pretty nice sale....sigh....  I'm making no promises and taking no prisoners.

~Pamela Denise~

Inspiration 11.21.2012

I've been talking about having my own business for years and I have even tried direct sales (without much luck) BUT I'm still motivated and somehow got some inspiration last night to brainstorm to come up with a store name.  Haven't picked one yet but chances are, it will be something with pink in it.  That much I do know and I'm so excited.  I have a ton more research and things to do but I'm making progress nonetheless and that makes me happy.

~Pamela Denise~

Yawn.11.14.2012

It's been months since I have been able to get more than 6 hours of sleep and I think it's starting to catch up with me.  Getting in bed just before midnight and rising by 5:30 is making me tired.  I desperately need to recharge.  Even if I'm in bed for more than 6 hours, it's never a solid sleep.  I'm waking up every few hours, sometimes watching t.v. for the better part of an hour before I drift back off to sleep. Yawn....  I'm tired just thinking about it.

Lord knows I don't want to resort to taking a nightly sleeping pill but I have to do something.  Maybe I can get a nap today.

Have a lovely day folks.

~Pamela Denise~

Burr, 11.7.2012

Yes folks, it is officially cold here in Georgia.  I'm at my desk in my thick sweats, long-sleeved shirt and scarf.  I do love scarf season though.   I had on a long cardigan sweater but it made me look extra frumpy and I sooooo did not want to forever memorialize myself as looking like a frumpy old lady...no thank you.

Speaking of scarves, I really need to get mine organized.  Well, they are sort of organized but I still can't see each of them easily so something has to be done.  Actually, the entire closet needs a total makeover but that's a whole different blog post and I'm not ready mentally or financially to take on that task yet.

Gotta go.  The mail is here.  Too bad I'm not expecting a check in the mail.

Have a super day!

~Pamela Denise~

11.6.2012 Change is coming

Not sure why, but I feel change coming, and no, it has nothing to do with the election today.  It's more of a personal change that I feel is coming.  I'm hopeful that these changes, whatever they may be, will be good ones.

Walked outside the other day, looked up and saw this X in the sky over my house, so I guess X marks the spot.   I took that as a sign that this is where I need to be so I should stop living in limbo and plant my heels firmly where I am, not necessarily in this house or city but at least the state.  I've been in Georgia  for 6-1/2 years and for at least 4 of those years, I've wanted to move back home to California (which I actually did the first time I moved here in 2004, only to come back 18 months later) so that really makes no sense.  It's not even that I'm homesick but rather that my life has seemed to be in constant turmoil here.  I suppose that's just life and things can happen anywhere you live.

It feels kind of refreshing to say I'm going to stay for now and hey, if it doesn't work out, at least I know I tried.

Four years is a long time to be living in limbo.  I haven't wanted to do anything to my house because I'm always in the "I'm leaving" state of mind.  Crazy, I tell ya.  The madness has to stop and it will stop now.

~Pamela Denise~