Technically, it's Christmas and it's a day that most spend with their family. While I would have loved to do that, it's not possible this year with my family once again spread out in different states so I am home, doing what needs to be done, finding work. It's quiet and I like that. My girlfriend is at work (against her will) and my youngest daughter is napping.
Besides, Christmas doesn't have the same appeal now that my girls are older. I used to get super excited when they were little. This is the second Christmas that I haven't seen my oldest daughter and that bothers me. She moved away a few days after her birthday last year and with all that has been going on in my life, I haven't been able to do any traveling. Mainly, I've been stuck in job search mode for far too long. Even when I had a job, I was looking because it was only part-time. Now, I don't even have that so it's even more in the forefront of my life. Eventually, I will find a job, I'm sure but this is getting old and so am I. Honestly, if I didn't need a job, I probably wouldn't even bother looking but the truth of the matter is, I need an income and I need it now so I press on, searching.
I'm hoping and praying that 2015 will be better. Of course, I hoped that 2014 would have been better but I lost my job in 2014 so that clearly wasn't better. Oh well. Either way, I hope everyone had a fun-filled day or at least got to do something they wanted to do.
Until next time,
~Pamela Denise~
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