Yesterday's blog was all about the weird day I was having. I did manage to get dressed after all and today, I'm up and dressed like normal but, I still haven't made my way to my desktop computer and I'm on the bed with my laptop watching the season premiere of Being Mary Jane, for the second time and it's only 10:30 a.m. Sigh. Something in my life is off balance and I need to get things back on track before I continue down this careless path. Of course, one fix will be going back to work and I do have an interview this afternoon but to be honest, I'm not holding my breath. I've been down this road before over the past few months. I will give my all just like always. It just seems companies are weird these days about jobs or maybe it's just me. I don't know. I've had some very strange interactions lately with companies.
Honestly, I'm ready to do my own thing, control my own destiny but the things I want to do take money that I have to plan for. I'm a planner and hate doing things on a whim or spur of the moment. That makes me crazy. I thrive on having a plan and this unemployment was not part of the plan but that's the chance you take when you rely on another person for your income....exactly my point and fuel for me to work for myself. Don't get me wrong. I don't have a problem with working for someone else but I don't want that to be my only source of income because things are so uncertain these days. I just want to be prepared in case the rug is snatched from underneath me again, ya know? That's all, just want to be prepared. No harm in that at all.
I suppose I will sit here a little while longer and maybe surf the Internet for a bit but I need to get up and move around. I have the whole day ahead of me before my interview and it's a phone interview so I don't have to worry about the stress of getting there on time so that's a relief. But first, a little more of Being Mary Jane. I love me some Gabrielle Union.
Until next time,
~Pamela Denise~
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